LIFE - WHAT DOES IT MEAN???

"Have asked lots of people,

What does life mean to you?,

Some I thought were fake,

But for some I felt that they were true.

Some said, to play it, a game,

for some, the question was lame.

Oxford says- its a state of being alive,

But to know the actual meaning you need to go in deep and dive.

Some think life is living for around 100 years,

And for some just a moment which lasts till eternity.

It is when the shackles of bondages are broken,

Looks like to heaven you have found the token.

Life is a journey with an unknown destination,

It might be to attain ultimate salvation.

My life was a bit different from the others,

Thinking of my past, I go into a trance,

To re-live it, I want another chance.

Just have an experience of 21 years of life,

But seen the deepest trenches and highest peaks,

Sometimes myself did I vandalize,

And opposite to which did I fantasize.

Lived different roles in a very short time,

Some unimportant and some quite prime.

Now, it seems like I have ended a phase,

For the people around me, I have lost the craze.

Do not know what to do in the future,

Heard from many that I still need a lot to mature.

Every person who was present in any point of your life deserves a thanks,

Either loved me or hated me,

Will be, in my life like a golf tee."

LOVE - TOUGH TO UNDERSTAND

"Love is not a word, but a feeling to live,

You never get anything, but always do give.

It is a just a state of mind,

which makes two hearts bind.

Like a land of the lost without a map,

To sleep there would always be a lap.

A very long and a perilous journey,

Pain and pleasure you experience at the same time,

Others think as if you hav done some crime.

Waiting just for a single glance,

Hearts for which start to dance.

When you are in it,

A smile will always be on your face.

But to remind everyone,

It is like a thin cotton lace.

When the distance increases in between,

It is to watch a deadly looking scene.

Feels as if tonnes of stones on the little heart,

And it dies part by part.

Not even the funniest jokes can then tickle your funny bone,

Never again will the face be shone.

Hence Love is like a feather,

Pain and Pleasure together...”

NEVER SAY GOODBYE!

"To whomsoever it may concern,

All those with whom did i learn.

It was a totally different feel,

And I did not know how to deal.

Lots of experinces, lots of love,

Flying around like a sweet white dove.

Started the journey, with the people that meant,

Number of fifty nine, under a small tent.

New faces and a new type of culture,

Each one has a different future,

Which pinches like a unique torture.

At the beginning, dint talk to many,

They looked at me with a face that looked canny.

It was all due to the communication gap,

That is when two people gave me a gentle tap.

Then I had to learn the local tongue,

A soothing song was then sung.

Came a fresh new morning,

In the family then a few more were joining.

A small tour, cleared the patch,

Broken were some hearts and an open latch.

The sharing of ones thoughts,

Was simply like filling the of hearts plots.

The year was a lot more eventful,

Made close & special friends,

Thought of which never had ends.

Went for a lot of tours and trips,

High peaks and deep drips.

Conflicts in dawn, patch-ups in dusk,

Problems were like an elephants tusk.

My gang of four,

Did always bang the door,

Had fun and teased everyone,

Till they pulled their hair and shirts tore.

Danced, roamed and hanged-out together,

Never cared about any kinda weather.

Always at the nearest tea shop,

And not once did the smile from the face drop.

Now its time for the conclusion,

Want to think it as a delusion.

Do not want to leave your hand,

But for the truth, its just sand.

This is what I will say till I die,

'NEVER EVER SAY GOODBYE'. "

UNIQUE KINDA FRIENDSHIP

"A long long time ago,

When came into a different surrounding,

Like a shy kid and heart pounding,

Glanced at a person,

Instantaneously felt an invisible connection,

And got a heavenly indication.

Was scared to approach at the start,

The face of that person was sweet as a tart,

Biting my nails, went tensed and pale,

For another year same was the tale,

And thats how my ship would sail.

Then started with a simple HI,

When came the reply, I gave out a sigh,  

Told me not to get tensed and had a cute smile,

This was the start which runs more than a mile,

Hence was a perfect onset,

And you know what?

It was all on the internet.

He called me by a special name,

Which I will never reveal,

As he has promised me a very special meal.

There was never a grudge or doubt,

Told me to spit it out.

Every relation has an up and a down,

But always kept it like a crown,

The warmth in the friendship that he has given me,

No one else but I always see.

At this present moment the condition of his heart,

Is worse than mine,

which cannot be repaired,

I promise, I will make it shine.

Just wanted to say ' I LUV U',

and finally kiss to do!!!"

HEART IS STILL ON A WAIT

"Waiting for my friend on the crust,

Even if he comes in from the dust,

Am still hoping for him to come back,

beacuse he doesnt, but still in him I trust.

Some people told me also to ignore,

But only I know what lies in the deep core,

At a certain point,

became furious and gave out a roar,

That made my other relations sore.

I still hope that its not late,

Just showing false expression to him, that I hate,

But the truth which I want him to know is,

'My heart is still on a wait'." 

TRUST NO ONE

"Trust is a very complex word to understand,

Everyone tells his own definition,

It is not to show or to fashion,

Reason for make or break of any relation,

What happens when one trusts and the other doesnt?

I trusted him with my whole life,

He did easily and nicely text me,

Not interested in thee,

Heart just shattered into pieces,

All the blood sucked out like leaches.

Face went pale in no time,

I asked myself, is making friends a crime?

Best friend of that friend was my best friend,

He started to bend,

Not towards me but the other end,

Put all my effort to do it mend.

'Trust no one' is my slogan,

It will spoil your life like a trojan,

And hence goes the wagon. :( "

A BROKEN RELATION

"Someone today said, ' Mind is like a white cloth',

It changes colour when kept in different conditions,

I alwayz thought that friendship was one of the best colourations,

But one black spot even though infinitesimally small,

Feels like a devil who stands tall.

When you are climbing a steep hill,

And the climate there goes chill,

Suddenly the rope breaks and clock ticked,

The switch off button someone clicked.

When broken it is like a broken yarn,

So delicate, so thin I couldnt even see it go,

Had no idea, what the reason was though,

I asked whether there is any limit or boundary within,

When the friend is like your twin.

I still havent figured out what the problem was,

Am I, or the friend, the cause,

Dint pick my call and dint even reply,

Wanted to know, But Why? Why? Why?"